the songs by james blunt are quite depressing.
hmm my cousin is getting married. this guy from my dad's side. was never really close to him. saw him like once a year. he studied hard. got a good job. very (and i mean very) decent guy. so the wedding is next year. and i guess i gotta start shopping around for a nice dress. like gasp! a dress! wtf! the last time i wore a dress was my uncle's wedding like 3 years ago??

so anyway everyones quite excited that my brother is coming back. tash has this countdown paper. every morning when she wakes up, she goes to the paper and cross out a day. so now left only 12 days.

i am dreading the 23rd. cos thats when he's leaving and i can already picture myself crying and getting all upset. and then i will be a total grouch (bitch) to everyone around me i will piss everyone off. and then no one will wanna talk to me. so on top of the fact that my bro will be leaving (again) for god knows how long this time around.. i will have to deal with no one talking to me cos i will be a total grouch.

i desperately need a haircut. i havent had a haircut in like freaking 4 months!!!! thats how bad! :(

no no, he really looks like you. even his actions and all. its scary.

sunday!

wo men shi hua ren! yao ting hua wen ge!! hahah..

anyway im very pissed. i lost one of my birks.. left it outside the house cos i hardly wear it anymore..

m: aye someone stole your birkenstock.
d: very funny mommy.. i just saw it outside wat.
m: you go and see for yourself.
-runs to the door-
d: &*@$^*&@%^*&@%^&*%@^ this isnt the first pair of slippers that they stole from me! they stole my reef, roxy, 1.99, now my birks!! *&%@(*%&#(*&%&(#*
m: leave more shoes outside lah.
d: no space in the shoerack and storeroom alr wat.
m: stop buying then.. i hope they steal more then you wont dare to put your shoes outside.. and then there wont be anymore space for your new shoes.. and then you will stop buying..
d: not gonna help mommy.. try hearder.. you hide my slippers one right?
m: no lah you think i so free ah? really lost.
d: if i see anyone wearing my old pink birks.. i will *%&#*(#%&(*#&
m: buy more lah. let people bring home.

AGH!! damn irritating.. since i shifted here like 4 years ago, ive lost at least 7 pairs of slippers.. bloody hell and the ironic thing is.. my mom told me that the person (i would like to think its a girl cos all that ive lost is like baby blue, pink, red yadayada) actually left a pair of slippers in the lift.. AND IT WAS THE $1.99 slipper that i lost awhile after shifting over here. (that was super comfy ok though its dirt cheap) i swear the person hates me. like playing a joke lah. AGH!!

met denise for dinner. ate sushi. now im feeling super full. oh yay on the way to put on more weight.

i love working in raffles place i tell you.. today as we were walking over to the grasspatch, we decided to walk past toni&guy robinsonroad to see whether pohling was there so we could say hi.. and then we didnt see pohling. but owell. i love working at rafflesplace! :) im gonna start meeting people at the grass patch! muahahha..

in about 2 weeks, my bro will be back. ahhhh... =/ so scared yet so excited. seems like the entire world knows that hes coming back. like when i see his friends in town, they will all go.. "your korkor coming back rite? when?"

anyway been kinda disturbed lately. dont know why also. i think its pms. but then again i dont think so. agh.

i came home today, took the lift.. (duh, then walk up 28 storeys ah) and then while the door was closing, it suddenly opened again. i freaked out and pressed the doorclose button non stop. i guess i have a right to freak out cos about a couple of months back bev and i experienced the exact same thing. only thing is today was without the drunk guy trying to force his way in. but its just freaky lah. agh.

i was in town earlier with my aunt and my mom.. my mom is so cute.. she says like the most bimbo things sometimes..

anyway, i hate people leaving. ahh come 23rd oct... be prepared to see me cryyyyyy.

ive been listening to only mandarin songs for the past 3 days. gosh soon i will be speaking damn good mandarin. *squeak squeak* i have this new hamster thingy. its almost the same as the *tweet tweet* thing but this is more irritating.

i ate sooo much for dinner i swear even a litre of islim wouldnt help. i had 2 bowls of mushroom soup. and then i had doryfishbacommushroom pasta.. nicee!

gotta stop...

oh crap.. i just got home and i gotta get up in less than 2 hours for work..

and the ironic thing is i didnt even plan to go out today.... met cat to go collect the alcohol from angmokio.. and then we had yummy banmian and then.... i had a sudden urge to k. not shoot k. k as in ktv. haha. do k. was with cat, wai and her friend.. sang from like 10 till 2.. and my mandarin is fantastic ok. thank you very much. muahahaha!! and roy called, so met denise and then we went for more ktv at cine.. the room is hugee!

so we sat there till around 4.. and decided to go to macs for breakfast with roy and the government. and then james started stalking us beind in his car. (hahah no lah he was driving to kap to get food and he saw our car) so we all alighted and ate breakfast together. and then... now i am very awake. but i know im gonna be super sleepy tomorrow. plus im meeting my aunt for dinner... crappp! how to stay awakeee.

i love chinese songs! haha. my jiandanai logic. hahaha.

wah, we took a bus... or rather.. wahh elin took a bus! haha we were on our way to boatquay to look for jina, but went there and realised that she decided not to work today. :(

okay, so we changed shoes for awhile cos her heels were killing her.. and i was wearing her heels with socks, it was raining, we were attempting to get to the toilet near the carpark cos momo's was freaking packed

ok recap.. makino is actually not too bad. their crowd control there is veryy good. although the area at the back with the sofa and all makes makino look kinda nightclubish. age limit there is 23 for ladies and 25 for guys.. so i guess they're catering to a different group of people.

met chuifang (jiejie) for lunch today! ate at marmalade pantry.. quite a nice place plus they have nice food! and yummy sounding deserts!! walked around town.. bitch alot.. laughed.. she shopped, i chose! muahaha. i love this. and then met elin and denise for dinner. ehh no, actually we ended up at mezzanine cos we wanted to drink coffee, and the weather was too humid, and being in other airconditioned places wont allow us to light up so everyone should start going to hotels!

was supposed to go to onyx. until we realised that onyx, which will be renamed ONE. (think, the onyx rubbish joke.) will only be reopening next week. and then was supposed to go to attica but dunno why also.. we ended up staying in momo when our initial plan was just to go there to finish up the bottle before it expires.

saw this ghost at cine. some fake one.. damnnnn scary. everyone was like taking pictures lah. its apparently some promo for some website. www.fear.com.sg .... go check it out and then tell me ok. i dont dare to go to that website. anyway the "ghost" was this young girl. she looks damn scary and she has fierce eyes and eee everything lah. yuckkk. saw harry. apparently i "punched" him last friday but no recollection. but anyway now hes very pretty.

i found a new supper place with nice food! allson hotel...... the coffeeshop next to it.. hahaha.

zouk hurryyy get done with the renovations!! onyx also... wahlao damn sian lah.

15 more days!!!!!!!!!

another shot... makino! oh yes i was drinking juice.. as in pure orange juice only.

ok ok i remember names... thats half elle... andrew, dunno who.. esther.. shannon.. ME!! haha.. lam.. dunno who dunno who

they have this chain like things everywhere...

ooooweeee. just came back from devils......... was like my first time there... ok actually not really first time, was there ages ago.. but only like went there for 15 minutes the first time.

so it was makino......... with like many many people. but when i stepped out to fetch denise... and saw jael, we had to freaking queue to get in again. even knowing the bouncers and door bitches didnt help because apparently makino was overcrowded and the police were there or sth.. was too bored to queue again.. kelly, wendy and everone was there... wollie, ivan, denise... blahblahblah.. forgot their names.........

then devils............ more cards? lol.........


kk.. tomorrows gonna be a fantastic sat!!! woowheeee!
ok byeeee

so yes, i am home on a friday night....

its either onyx (or is it called ONE already?) or liquidroom later. or maybe i might just stay at home..............

just ate meesua. very happy now. meesua makes me happy. shit. so out of point......

im sure youve seen her on buses, posters everywhere and all. dont you think shes damn hot???? ahh shes like my favourite girl.

politics at work sucks.. hate it.

agh.

im damn irritated.

i dont know why too.

so plastic. like the plastic machine.

fantastic plastic machine.

anyway was supposed to go to home club later for laurence's birthday party but doubt im going cos been out the past few nights since last friday and i think its time i rest. laurence, happy bday in advance..

tomorrow i shall stay at home. and be a nun.

happy birthday mister danny lim.. its been 21 months and you're coming back in 18 days.. and im telling myself, no expections cos you're prolly gonna be busybusy with your friends and you wont spend time with us. sigh. :( miss you.

just realised that i havent been to holland in ages.. as in the brekos walas etc etc. until i went there today. okay im not making sense..

anyway i bought the girls matching halter dresses!!! its damnnn cute... if only they have it in adult sizes too then i can get another one for my sis. but shes gonna kill me cos its so cheeeesy. and i bought extra fans too! since i keep losing my fans... to date, ive lost like 3 black fans already. i know one is still at jacob's house.. another one is at rockee's place.. and the other one, gone without a trace..

before it turns 12......... happy birthday once again crystal and min!! birdy may you be happppy and *tweet tweet* have a great year ahead! rockee, we havent met in ages! anyway may you enjoy school, the kids and the discover the joy of teaching.. :) love you rockee! thanks for hearing me whine all the time. something you said once to me rings in my mind quite often. if i cant do what i like, i gotta like what i do... see you soon rockeeee...

i am so sick and tired of being your subject when you're bored. when you've got nothing to do. when you've got nowhere to go. when you've got no one to meet. and yes this goes to you and you. thanks a hell lot man.

and...................... soon soon soon...... in about 35 minutes...................

just got home.. sang like so many chinese songs today. went with uhh shannon, andool, ash and diana.. haha. damn funny. and my chinese is damn good. im serious. i can sing like almost all the chinese songs lor.

anyway.. today while i was waiting for shannon, i was walking around paragon and decided to pop by the hair shop to look for leong. (he used to cut my hair, my sister's hair, my brother's hair, my mom's hair, my cousin's hair... you get the drift.) news spread damn fast lah. like he knows that my bro is coming back too. but actually expected lah cos they are (were) friends. and so sad, leong said i am such a big girl now.. grow so much taller.. and abit fatter too. :( :( damn upsetting. but what to do gay guys are so frank. no actually straight guys are frank too. aiyah whatever. ok im fattt.

sleeeepy.

going gay is the way!
if you're already gay..
stay that way!
if you're gay, comon and make my day!

HAHAHAH!!!

now im so full. bahh.

bought the melanie c CD today. its really quite bad but i just had to get it cos its by melanie c.. haha..

i need to stop spending money.
time to leave the card at home........

feeling fat.

no lah i am fat.

okay ktv tomorrow again! cannot wait! will take pictures! muahaha!

theres this DIESEL and CK warehouse going on at some commonwealth warehouse. things are going from S$1!!!!!! you know how dirt cheap that is???? and its only open to staff and family members. and i should be able to get in. BUT I AM NOT GOING! why? becos i dont want to spend money. someone please tell me im being damn stupid... tell me to go cos theres gonna be good deals all over.... and its diesel!!!! ahhhhh. should i should i? :(((( but i have to stop spending. growlls! but its like a once a year thing.. not even a once a year.. its like a once in a errr... lifetime or something.

anywayyy. TWENTY MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh i swear im so freaking scared... i still wanna pick my bro up. but he says there is no need too cos its like 535am. but i realllly wanna see him. but then again my mom and my sis doesnt wanna go. sigh. :( and i thought of doing the total loser thing. just go there to see him. so stupid right.

did you all read about the bukit timah murder?

its disgusting. huang na. the china woman. the maid. now the guard. what the fuck is going on man. is murdering someone the coolest thing to do now? it gives you like plus 10000 cool points and gets you a lifetime membership to any country club in the world is it?? but then again you will be hanged so you cannot use your new cool card too what.

this evening, on my way to town i saw this lady wearing some halter with transparent bra straps. its disgusting. i mean like HELLO what the hell is a strapless bra for? or even better dont wear lah. go wear the transparent one is like one of the biggest mistake you can make lah. i swear its probably even worst than like VPL with granny undies or like.. white dresses, black and pink undies.. wait.. the white dress one is sick. trust me...

hurry everyone, you wanna be cool? go murder someone!

ahh quite a funny sunday. minus the fact that i just blew $200 on a maharishi tee shirt.. AND ITS NOT EVEN FOR MYSELF..... but anyway yes, my first maharishi purchase and its not even for myself. how depressing. and i blew another $60 bucks on some brandless belt. and i almost spent $150 on a pair of shoes but thank goodness dont have my size.. AND!!!!! hahahha i am on this quest to lose weight. so i bought i-slim essence. i am one of those sad cases that have to resort to slimming products. ahh lets see whether it works.

met shannon in town.. ate so much at fareast i wanted to puke. the fish&chips was soooooo freaking oily. yuck. and then went to chevrons for christinawon's birthday chalet! happy 19th girl. :) ate.. saw old friends.. and went to the ktv over there whereby cat, denise, chris and i came up with the porn version for barbie girl.. ah ah ah yea.

so anyway at around 12, my bro called me. (eldest, not elder) to literally shout into the phone about my late nights and yadayada how this is the last time i can come home so late yadayadayada................ which is really dumb.

anyway i have to stop spending for this month already. otherwise im gonna live in poverty soon.

last night..

roy and i.. on friday night...

the whaaaattt look

this was supposed to be the thinking of you look.

wah damn act cute lor...

last night..

kiss what? my twin!!

ah yes, worst picture of the year...

my sis and the girls in their matching shirts that my mom and i bought in taiwan.. so cute right. see fat arms run in the family. look at tash's!

YES AND I DIDNT GET TO GO COS NO ONE WANTED TO GO WITH ME.. I SWEAR IM HER BIGGEST FAN IN SINGAPORE LOR...

aiyah they said i looked like a peppermint candy. damn sad.

ok friday night was crapppp. i should start going on an alcohol fast im serious.

so i woke up on saturday with a damn bad hangover. woke up at like 10pm.. went to holland for dinner.. and then went to zouk cos its the last night! haha.. teddy opened a bottle of godknowswhat. oh and guess who i saw at zouk.. (hint hint, three letters) and then went to swensens for coffee before going home. very funny before we asked for the bill, it wasnt even raining lah. once the bill came.. like thunderstorm and all.. we were stuck there for quite awhile..

fried ice cream! blackjack! and then chalet.. woot woot.

ahh so i did a little shopping today. felt so bad cos i know my mom is sure to go.. "havent you bought enough in taipei??" ahhh. anyway i reserved a pair of shoes at tangs.. its damn nice but its freaking 100 bucks after discount.. :( dont think i should spend money anymore.... gotta save for my kate spade ipod pouch. ohh yah im thinking of getting an ipod cos i think the kate spade's ipod pouch is really cute. so is the ralph one.. whee! things they design to make people wanna buy an ipod. but i still want my camera.. blahhh.

anyway town.. checkers... lovee you twinny!

AGH!! why did i buy that top??????? money down the drain! :(

ebay is amazing! i wanna get so many stuff!!!!

twenty six more days.. very scary.. :(

my bro will be here for less than 2 weeks.. i wonder how much time can i spend with him in these 2 weeks.. ive got work on weekdays.. and that leaves me with less than 2 weekends with him cos hes leaving on a sunday.. on top of that.. im sure he will be packed with appointments on weekends.. sigh sigh sigh. :( my insignificance will really show i guess. sigh sigh.

today as i was taking my afternoon nap during work, i dreamt that danny came back.. i met him in a cafe.. i didnt know what to say.. i simply walked away. sigh.

aghh!

did i mention that melanie c from the spice girls was in singapore yesterday to promote her new album. (and yes i am gonna get it since ive already got all the spice girls album and their individual albums.) she was singing at DXO.. but i didnt go cos NO ONE wanted to go with me. as in seriously NO ONE at all. damn upset. i am like prolly her biggest fan lah. sporty spice is so cool i remember i had this book about her. as in i bought it. or no my bro bought it for me from london. for my 11th birthday.. i had literally all the spice girls merchandise..... haha shit this sounds damn bad. but anyway spice girls is cool stuff! :)

every morning, i will pop by guardian and buy the straits times even though its delivered to my place every morning. why? cos work is so boring that i spend like 2 hours everyday reading the papers. and then lunch time, i will get the newpaper and read the same news again. and then if theres a new magazine on the racks, i will buy it too to read it during work.. i was just calculating.. i spend quite abit on reading materials.. its time i start going to the library i think.....

i havent been able to sleep since i knew about the orchard murder thingy.

its very disturbing and i dont know why its 'affecting' me. almost every morning i wake up in fear cos i prolly had a nightmare.

went to watch one more chance just now.. damn sad i cried lah. as in not tear but cry cry cry. been ages since i actually cried during a movie. and no i dont mean tearing at junglebook2 ok..went to icecoldbeer after that for some icecoldbeer. shit thats damn bad....

anyway.. went to my sisters house before the movie just now. the girls are so cute!! tash is becoming such a bigbigbig girl. she amazes me. kai is still as manja. took funny pictures of them just now. ohh my mom and i bought my sis, tash and kai matching shirts from taiwan. like want to how cheesy right. they changed into the shirts, went into the room to surprise my bro in law and he went.. "dear dont tell me you're gonna go out like this?" and my sis was like.. "no.." and tash was so upset cos she was so thrilled by the idea that she, her sis and her mommy has like the same shirt.. she even asked me, "aunty daph why you never buy for daddy?" hahaha. dont have his size my dear.....

anyway go watch one more chance. the hokkien in the show very funny. quite vulgar too though. i can sing the HUM song for you.... ren jia hum.. ren pang sai.. hum jia sai.. ren jia hum...... hahhaa..

ok gotta sleeeep!

my cousin and i.. after our damn horrible lunch. oh yah i was sick.. bahh!

lunch on the first day.. HORRIBLE LOR...

this is my aunt.. i was sharing a room with her.. you see she dont want to take picture with me also.. so upsetting.

my mom REALLY doesnt like to take pictures with me hor as u can see

i woke up with like the worst toothache ever. i feel as though my left cheek is super swollen... and its all the wisdom tooth's fault!! grrrr i feel like i can be a super grouch today already.

aghhhh. prolly have to schedule an appointment to the dentist sometime this week.. agh.

just came back from supper! heh.. ate so much!! first beks and i went to fongseng.. then we went to angmokio.. and then jalankayu to meet her buddy who is finally leaving. hahaha. took many funny pictures and talked about err hair.. and errr... bimbo things that beks said last time.. not me.. really.. hahah.

anyway gotta get up in about 3 hours. BAHH!! :(

okay im feeling down again.

dont talk to me.

i am just bored cos i do the same thing over and over again every week.

aghh!!

i saw this girl in taipei, hsimending that looks like her but the chinese version.. like wahlao damn fucking hot lah.. i was walking with my mom and suddenly i went like.. "gosh mommy u see that girl damn cute." haha. and the girl was wearing some vest. very shane wannabe i think she watched L word in taiwan too.... oh and anyway taipei alot of lesbians.. everywhere sia.

ipod nano.

spell gorgeous?

aye ai sio hong kee bo?

last night at the crew room..

some begger outside hsimen ding..

caused by the typhoon! these concrete fell from the mountain top.. some houses or sth.. dun care..

so cute right.. they call that gong zhu xie. and yah again, its not man made... all caused by the waves and blahblahblahhhh

my mom and i at err some place called yeliu at the top of the mountains... see those rocks behind? not man made... caused by waves and blahblah over the years...

world's number 7 hotel.

ok so these men stand under the sun... for like 4 hours a day.. they have like shifts and all.. and yah thats my mom and i.. same color again.. orangeee. and yah see how thin she is and how fat i am? sigh. life surely isnt fair.

hey doode, your pants too short. very wrong leh.

and then the tour guide brought us to some place to see soldiers marching... LIKE I CARE LAH????!!!!!

you have to read this.... their english is damn funny. we had a one day tour thingy and the stupid tour guide brought us to some place for them to sell us such stuff. royal jelly, ling zhi.. blah blah. and check it out, if you take royal jelly..... you will HAVE YOUR PERMANENT YOUTH PRESERVED FOREVER AND LENGTHED YOUR LIFE... (read the last 3 lines.)

you know in pasarmalam they always have the taiwan xiang chang? i tried the apparently "authentic" one in taipei's shilin ye shi.. eeeeeee not nice lor i think i buy from NTUC come home put in my toaster like 10 times better lah.

my mom and i werent in the same hotel room. and for 3 days in a row, we wore like matching tops. it was totally unplanned i swear. anyway thats me wanting to take a picture and my mom obviously not very interested. we were taking a train to taipei's cityhall area.. ohh yah and i bought that skirt for like S$8 at the shilin night market.

ok so we went to taipei 101. its apparently the world's tallest builiding. like 2m taller than the twin towers.. its a high end shopping mall.. like you get your hermes and everything else here. they dont even have the tiffany silver range LOR.

aghhhhh. my wisdom tooth is irritating me again. fucking painful!! :( i wanna cry. boohoo.

anywayy. zouk last night was damn good. everyone whos usually at onyx on a saturday was at zouk too. amy was my mommy back in mambo cos we share the same birthday and she looks after me. and then now kelly (onyx kel not stmargs kel) is my mommy cos she pats my head and knows my cousin. haha. weirdd. and yesterday... i met my sisters friend. this other cabin crew.. hmm.

im so lazy to upload the pictures from my phone.

i love singaporeeeee. my tooth hurts..... my mouth hurts.......

im bored at home...... i wanna go out... and eat lotsa nice food............ but i am already so fat. sigh.

haha like first time ever zouk was open until 6am lah. like main zouk and not only velvet.....

anyway. too much long island. too many people.

i love singapore. muahahaha!!

just got back. gonna unpack and head out in awhile! my eldest bro loves the shoe that i got for him! yayy and the shirt too. haha i have good taste and i can gauge sizes very very well. hahaha!

ok anyway i love singapore. so much to bitch about taiwan. i tell you.. after i come back hopefully pictures and all will be up. im like a bloody alcoholic i swear. i have 4 bottles of vodka/blahblahblah in my house now. and another 4 bottles in angmokio and yishun. wanted to bring cigs back but mom made sure that i dont smuggle them in the baggage so bahh. no cheap cigs! :( but had enough of cigs everynight in taiwan already.

i didnt buy much clothes.. ok so i bought the most if you're comparing with like the rest of my family members. but its really not my fault that the clothes there arent really my aunty or uncle's vibe right??

i tell you, ive eaten steamboat THRICE since denise's birthday celebration last saturday. i am SO fat now. i ate so much in taiwan. all we do is walk and eat. eat and walk. walk, eat shop. shop eat walk. blah blah blah.

the things there are really not cheap. standard of living is as high as singapore. and the people there cheat!! they sold us like 1/6 of a watermelon and 1/4 of a mini pineapple for like S$15... and i stupidly passed the woman the money it wasnt until i was in the cab i realised that i was supposed to bargain.

anyway the highlight of this entry.

MY BRO IS COMING BACK!!!! YAYYYYY!!!!! ANYONE WANTS TO DRIVE ME TO THE AIRPORT AT 5AM??????? OH MY GOSH I AM GRINNING LIKE AN IDIOT NOW YIPEEEE!!!!! I CANNOT WAIT FOR THE 10TH. WOOPEEDOOOOP.

k damn late now! ciao.

ahh great so i am up at this time. who wakes up at such an hour i ask you?? ME!! lol.. i am starving cos i only ate chicken chop for dinner last night. grrrrrooowwwwlllsss. i need a bottle of cheerios. haha.

i just realised that ive been going to the airport quite often. see in august i went there to send eve off. and then later im going to send myself off. (not funny daphne.) and then come october, i SHOULD be going there to fetch my brother. notice i say SHOULD. cos he hasnt booked his flight yet!! bahhh!

okay im gonna look for fooood. yummmyy.

i received like the weirdest shopping list.

boho skirts..
duck tongue..
meatballs..
alcohol..
cig with some heart shaped filter..

and yadayada..

okay so my mom is damn irritated with me now cos ive yet to start packing.
doubt theres much to bring anyway..

actually still feeling sick.. quite sian to go.. bahh!

ahhhhh. yes i am still eyeing on this... isnt it so fucking gorgeous? i wanna get the white one. yes this!!! ahhhhhhh.. so nice.. plus a gucci strap will totally match this white beauty you reckon?

2become1.... im sorry will you not be angry with me already please? haiya..

su and i! ahh su who will go highhighhigh with me.. su whos super bitchy but nevermind i like.. haha. and the effects of this quite cool eh. didnt know my phone so cool. hahah..

haha i dont even remember taking this picture.. until this morning i was checking out the gallery in my phone and i went.. whoaa whos this? haha anyway thats kel and i. he's like the big brother that i dont really have. cos danny's away and mel's practically married.. so theres kel who gives me funny advices and who goes clubbing with me! cool.

my mom and i at my aunts place watching project superstar. (err yes we do have a tele at home. its just more fun to watch it with the rest of your family members and redicule everyone.)

see, still can pose somemore... very vain.. very very vain.. tsk tsk. she wants to go for manicure you know! at the age of 6!!!

so my sis bought new dresses.. and tash decided to try them on that little vainpot.. she looks like such a big girl. i have to keep reminding myself that shes turning 6 already. not the baby i used to carry already. now carrying her is like carrying bags of rice. hahaha very heavy!!

partners in crime.. inside momomomomo's toilet. seriously, thats like the nicest thing about the club. haha. ok lah the live band area is cool too. but very velvet wannabe.

so i finally went to see the doctor today.
and she gave me pink syrup for my cough, pink pills for my flu and pink tablets for my asthma.. hmm something tells me pink is really my color huh. haha.

okayy so i looked through my phone, saw the funny sms-es that i sent. and err some of the pictures that we took. my sms to wai and cat had to be the winner. it was supposed to be "fuck." cos they went for supper but i forgot. instead i sent them a "duck."

i lost my sense of taste and smell. BAHH!!

Driving yourself to the brink of exhaustion is a really bad idea. Listen to your body when it tells you that it requires rest, and don't push forward just because you can. Take care of yourself now rather than later.

wah friendster horoscope quite true sia..

bahh. went to zouk flea in the end. met the rest there.. so sian i spent half my time sneezing, and the other half cursing cos of the crowd. so many people even though it was raining lah.

now i am officially sick. fever, runny nose yadayadayadaaaa..

just got up and its freaking raining... how to go to flea market like that i ask you???

diutiudiutiu..... trance at onyx is damn gooooood.

happy birthday once again denise! haha. hope you got home safely last night cos i couldnt get you.

agh, actually damn sleepy now. still deciding whether im going out or staying in at home to rest since im sick!

i just realised that yesterday almost all of us were sick! muahaha. so whoever who had our drinks will end up being sick too! muahahahhaa.

thunderrr.... aghhhh.

hahha fucking hell its like freaking 7am.
the taxi driver just cheated my money. from laupasat he fetched zed and i to bukitpanjang... and we ended up in fucking tuas can. and that fucking can still act blur. sorry i was too high to be tactful in the cab.

denise, happy 19th! love you. :) 13 years and more to come. hope you like the bracelet.

ahhhh the drinks we had should be locked in hell. waterfall, wiskey, long island, chivas blahblahblah. onyx plays damnnnn good trance. and i saw like club21 (mambo) susan there. shes superrr fun to be with woot woot woot.

damn sian today sick. flu, fever and the works. everything i eat/drink got no taste.............. not even high damn sian. i'd rather not be sick.... aye cat and wai left me at onyx........... with denise and elin.. sia la lousy....

i was talking to my cousin (actually my cousin's ex but im just sososo used to calling her my cousin since they were together for 7 years) about taipei cos she was posted there about 2 years ago. then we were bitching about work and all. damn funny.

i called danny. talked to him for about 9 minutes. then he had to go. cos he cycles... still it was a good nine minute convo with danny and a good 24 mins with my cousin's ex.

wahhh. sia la u super party kid. after onyx still got event.

stupid yellow cab waste zed's money. went thru tuas and all. BUGGER i was so sleepy lor the stupid taxi china man.

ayee siala just saw kel online. ayee no swing party tonight ah doode? and ROYY YOU LIAR!!! bet soccer till forget about onyx is it?????? horrible go stay in hell!!! hahahha... ok lah give you last night the drunkard the crazy man. let you diutiudiutiu with him

felt like crap the entire day. slight fever, runny nose and a damn bad headache.

went down to zouk. for like err half an hour. and then went to momomomo. shuan had this very irritating drunk friend. he is like a 100/10 lor. i think he's gay. and after he was sober, i was like "are you gay?" and he said.. "stephnanie.. are you trying to pick me up?" i showed him my middle finger and walked away. i mean if you're gay just say lah. not like its wrong to be gay. plus when he was so fucking drunk.. he so wanted to like grind and touch roy&co's errr crotch area. and it was so bloody sick lor.

okay please let later be fun! :) woot woot.

fucking pissed now cheebye.

all mothers should be locked in a cage. (no i dont really mean it. i am just very pissed)

i dont take a single cent from you to buy cigs.
i dont take a single cent from you to go "to those night places".

so what the fuck now? you having a problem with that?!

i havent been taking money from you since like last november lah.. and its been what fucking 10 months?

oh and to those things you all said to me years ago.. about me turning lesbian, coming home pregnant, taking drugs.. im so sorry to make you all upset but ive not done any of those. yet. but then again isnt that whats expected of me?

you want me to stay at home and be INSANE like that cousin of mine????? sorry. not my vibe.

damn sian lah taiwan got typhoon... plus im not feeling well. might just cancel the trip. now i cannot eat authentic duck tongue already lah. so upsetting. and cannot eat nice meatballs.. and nice porridge... sian..

went to my aunts place after work today. had SO much fun while watching (and yah bitching) the superstar finals.. mel and i are the worst.. things that come outta our mouth makes my mom go.. daph.. stop.. (she starts laughing.) and it makes belle go.. darling you are so mean.. stop it.. (and she starts laughing too.) its in the genes lah.. been quite long since i hung out with my family and i had a reallly great time today. :)

ayee wassup tomorrow? welovehouse yes??

im gonna fall sick. i can feel it already cos my throat feels damn sore. agh damn. and im leaving on tuesday. agh!!!

ive got a sudden craving for meepok.